Thoughts & Memories I’m Back (I Haven’t Been in a Good Place & Don’t Expect to be in One Anytime Soon but…I’m Here, I guess) 17 Mar 202515 May 2025 So, it's been almost six years since I started this blog, and now 18 months of that time has been spent missing in action. And while this whole website is…
Media Analyses Across the Spider-verse (2/3) Miles & Gwen Analysis 4 Aug 2023 Sorry for the delay but I've had a lot going on in real life. Last time I established the environment in which Across the Spiderverse appeared to take the world…
Thoughts & Memories The Acts of Mary and the Sophians (Sophianity 2/3) 30 Jul 202215 Feb 2023 This is a story I wrote to expound on the tenets of Aquarian Gnosticism, aka Sophianity. Remember that this is the ultimate text in the Sophian Bible project I’ve described…
Thoughts & Memories My Thoughts on the Current State of the Transgender Movement (It’s Bad) 23 Apr 202225 Apr 2022 As it stands now, I'm ashamed to be associated with the current transgender rights movement, so much so that I've started to publically identify as "a person who suffers from…
Thoughts & Memories A Two-Part Erotic Fever Dream About Fat Chicks and the Men Who Admire Them 3 Apr 20225 Apr 2022 [The blog's three year anniversary recently came and went without fanfare, a further casualty of the 4 month dearth of output from yours truly. All I can say in defense…
Media Analyses… Quick Religious Idea (A Canon of Inspired Films) + A Blog Update 10 Aug 202110 Aug 2021 The last few weeks have been extremely productive, and theCarbonFreeze is just a few posts away from reaching the 365 mark, which has always been a milestone I've been striving…
Thoughts & Memories The Revelation of Sophia to Mary (Sophianity 1/3) 6 Aug 202115 Feb 2023 This is a Gospel I made to expound on the tenets of Sophianity. Remember that this is the penultimate text in the Sophian Bible project I've described in an earlier…
Media Analyses ’70s Sleaze / Exploitation Films (Round Two–This Time, They’re Filthier!) 31 Jul 202130 Apr 2022 Turns out there's a hell of a lot of dirty movies out there, much more than one post could summarize. Personally, as a huge fan of the medium of motion…
Media Analyses Feminine Sexuality in Cinema (4/4) Belladonna of Sadness (1973) 28 Jul 2021 In a series that has so far explored various live action Italian films from the '60s, Belladonna of Sadness is the obvious black sheep. As improbable of an entry as…
Media Analyses… Theoretical Canon For a Gnostic Bible 27 Jul 202130 Apr 2022 Obviously this blog entry is a follow-up to my earlier essay on the Gnostics as well as my "Aquarian Bible" project. In case you need a refresher, I invented my…
Media Analyses… Free Britney! (Britney Spears as an Aquarian Icon + A Call For Sanity) 21 Jul 202122 Jul 2021 So, I'm late addressing this issue, and thankfully, at the time of writing, it looks like there may already be a light at the end of the tunnel for Britney…
Thoughts & Memories God Can Be Anything You Want (Aquarius, Gnosticism, Sci-Fi & an Evolving Spiritual Revelation!) 14 Jul 20219 Aug 2021 I'll begin by reiterating my personal beliefs and what I think society needs from the spiritual. Then I will briefly examine my favorite historical western religion before descending into some…
Political Reactions… Even More (Mostly Pride) Flag Designs I’ve Created 15 Jun 202116 Jun 2021 I was bored yesterday, and too groggy to do anything more productive, so I made a bunch of pride flags to pass the time. I don't believe it's my place…
Thoughts & Memories Happy Pride Month: Be Yourself 11 Jun 202111 Jun 2021 Just as the title says. Life's too damn short to live in fear, to not be yourself. Every moment is precious. Climate change/environmental collapse is barreling down on us like…
Political Reactions My Reaction to Various Campaign Speeches (2/2) Republicans & 3rd Parties 4 Jun 20214 Jun 2021 The cover image for both posts in this series are two variations for a Nordic Flag design that’s meant to represent the world. I used blue, green and white because…
Political Reactions My Reactions to Various Campaign Speeches (1/2) Democrats 4 Jun 20214 Jun 2021 The cover image for both posts in this series are two variations for a Nordic Flag design that's meant to represent the world. I used blue, green and white because…
Political Reactions I’m Mad as Hell, and I’m Not Gonna Take This Anymore! (Democrats Are Blowing It…Again) 31 May 202110 Jun 2021 I believe the situation in America is more dire than most can see, or are willing to admit to themselves, even with Trump out of office. The Republican party has…
Thoughts & Memories Beautiful Earth Day Fantasy 22 Apr 202122 Apr 2021 This post is part of a series of tongue-in-cheek streams of consciousness inspired by the holidays. Moths are such wonderful, beautiful creatures. Even their faces aren't scary like most insects…
Media Analyses… An Aquarian “Bible:” A Collection of Mythic, Philosophical & Scientific Texts to Enhance the Mind 21 Apr 20219 Aug 2021 This collection came to be when I was working on two different things at once and decided to combine them into one project. The first was a central hub of…
Thoughts & Memories Beautiful Bicycle Day Fantasy 19 Apr 202119 Apr 2021 This post is part of a series of tongue-in-cheek streams of consciousness inspired by the holidays. Zuzu is such a pretty, if unconventional, name. I've thought so ever since I…
Media Analyses Catherine Spaak is My New Favorite Actress and Here’s Why (Film Recommendations & Lost Media Abound) 6 Apr 20212 Jun 2021 You may remember that in the very early days of my blog, I wrote about my favorite lesser known actors and promised a follow-up for lesser known actresses. I haven't…
Thoughts & Memories Beautiful Pi Day Fantasy 14 Mar 202114 Mar 2021 This post is part of a series of tongue-in-cheek streams of consciousness inspired by the holidays. If the Multiverse is real, that means that we might theoretically be able to…
Media Analyses I Dolci Inganni (1960) aka Sweet Deceptions, is a Forgotten Masterpiece 27 Feb 20214 Mar 2021 I thought about including this review as a last minute addition to my ongoing "Feminine Sexuality in Cinema" series, since it fits right in. Ultimately though, I decided to just…
Thoughts & Memories Aquarian Pantheistic Existentialism (A.P.E. — What We Were & What We Can Be!) 26 Feb 202123 Jul 2021 I decided to write a follow up to my earlier collection of "deep" pseudo-spiritual musings, in case you're wondering where books 1-3 are. These may seem silly, and I was…
Thoughts & Memories Beautiful President’s Day Fantasy 15 Feb 20214 Mar 2021 This post is part of a series of tongue-in-cheek streams of consciousness inspired by the holidays. In 2016, a woman was so distraught over the choice between Hillary and Trump…
Thoughts & Memories Beautiful Valentine’s Day Fantasy 14 Feb 20214 Mar 2021 This post is part of a series of tongue-in-cheek streams of consciousness inspired by the holidays. I think the biggest difference between love and obsession is that when you love…
Media Analyses… Beautiful New Years Fantasy 24 Dec 20204 Mar 2021 This post is part of a series of tongue-in-cheek streams of consciousness inspired by the holidays. I used to grow up watching a lot of those stop-motion Rankin-Bass specials around…
Political Reactions The Internet as We Know It Might Die (& the Resultant Changes to theCarbonFreeze) 19 Dec 202010 Jun 2021 UPDATE: Ultimately, a less severe version of the bill described in this post was passed instead. It still represents the latest of many government restrictions of our digital liberty and…
Media Analyses… Yet Another Lost Media Rabbit Hole [UPDATE & A Defense of Sex] 16 Dec 20204 Mar 2021 I found another compelling lost media rabbit hole. So, I love most of the Radley Metzger films I've seen, and the amazing European erotic films his company distributed to the…
Political Reactions… Beautiful Thanksgiving Fantasy 25 Nov 20204 Mar 2021 This post is part of a series of tongue-in-cheek streams of consciousness inspired by the holidays. I wrote this diatribe well in advance, it predates the entire COVID pandemic and…
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